Of All The Hearts You Can Walk Into.. You Walk Into Mine..

Saturday, February 27, 2010

haiz..
woke up at 1.30 as baby msg me..
glad she reach home..
talk awhile b4 going back to bed..
woke up at 6.30 again..
change n went down to work..
as i work i realise that i'm having mood swing..
felt lyk wanting to vent out my anger..
that i have contain all this while..
dnt noe why...
i jus hope that i'll be realli fine..
i need you girl..
now temperately is not in a very good..
having mood swing..
mentally and physical tired out..
working all day.. mayb at nite ltr..
all i did was jus to improve on our r/s..
work n work..
earn money to buy things.. the things you like..
so that you can go out happily with me..
feel lyk sleeping by my baby side..
have a good rest..
i need you by my side girl..
shall post more later..
depends on my mood..
but for you girl..
no matter how tired i'm..
i always try my best to put a smile on my face..
so that you wont be that worry bout me..
i love you girl~<3

alright..
came home from work..
msg baby n waiting for her to finish bathing..
tired out todae..
mayb after calling her i go straight to slp??
tml pe.. damn sian la..
baby i miss you <3

10:17 PM

post bout todae..
hmm..
as usual sleep-massage-call baby..
till she went reach orchard..
then i found i couldnt go back to sleep..
use com then wait for time to pass..
meet at andrea hse with gavin..
then bused down to katong SC for meet up with cell group friends..
went to zoe hse..
was realli fun as we play the tweet tweet tweet diu diu diu game..
had lots of fun together..
after that had a sing session..
soon then i notice it was 4.15..
faster rush out to get bus..
then change to bus 14..
then reach till katong SC..
change to cab..
$$ FLY~ T.T
msg baby along the way back home..
bath and changed then went down to work..
todae was quite bored and tired..
as there is nt much ppl..
go home ard 10..
waiting for baby to call, or even reply my msg..
started to worried bout her..
mayb she's busy??
image start to flow to my head..
started to get realli worried bout her..
usually end work ard 6??
mayb she's doing OT??
haiz..
baby faster reply my msg alright..
so that i noe you are safe n sound..
although i'm tired out..
having back ache all over..
still waiting for baby reply me =(
baby i very worried bout you.. t.T
I MISS YOU~<3

6:27 AM

Friday, February 26, 2010

There's no skool todae..
slp for quite a long time..
slp-message-call baby..
meet her for dinner..
after that slack at home till 7..
left house n meet her at lavender..
on bus dnt noe go where eat..
convince her to go my god-mum there for dinner..
bus to bedok my god-mum there for dinner..
eaten stingray, veg, satay n chix wing..
seen my mum also..
after that sweet-talking nearby..
bused to inter..
time files as she have to reach orchard at 10.30..
decided to take MRT as bus took longer time..
so tired..
nearly fall asleep while in train with baby..
send her to orchard.. after which i go back..
soon baby call me..
was realli happy that she called..
could see that she is worried bout me
i love you girl~
almost fall asleep while standing..
then vomit in toilet after alighting..
dnt noe what is happening to my body..
but baby dnt worry.. i can take care of my self..
wad i worried is baby...
so tired.. her panda eyes so thick..
she seem v tired...
could see her almost fall asleep anyhow..
baby i'm sorry =(
i hope baby can take care of herself..
hope to meet her again soon..
hope baby could have the sweetest dreams todae<3
i love you baby<3
see you in your dreams <3

8:09 AM

Thursday, February 25, 2010

wonder wad has been eating me lately??
kinda mood swing for no reasons..
sad thing is that cnt meet baby tml..
a mixture of dissappointment in it too..
haiz.. why am i feeling so shyt neh?
i dnt noe wad am i suppose to do..
puting my absolute trust and faith into this relationship..
i didnt mean in anyways..
cos we only meet up once a week..
so i would cherish the time we had together..
even if it's jus a simple dinner..
i would be contented also..
anyway...
currently my mood is..
down, sad, moody, dissappointment..
i wont dare to raise my feelings to you..
as i know it would disrupt our relationship..
i rather tone it down..
all alone by myself..
i wish someone out there..
would understand the same feeling as me..
i also start to need to reflect on my self..
how to let u have your own personal space..
mayb its my childishness and selfishness..
that is making me lyk that??
maby i'm squeezing u too tight, making u hard to breath?
i realli need to reflect.. and take it into action..
or else i know this relationship would end in my hands..
all by my own hands..
i'm confused.. with tears on my cheeks again..
haiz.. better start changing le..
so..
baby.. i love you and nothing else..
cos u are the lights in my life..
i wish to delicate this song to you..
Wait For You..

7:02 AM

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

3:44 AM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

hmm.. baby's having mood swing again..
hope the period could be over as soon as possible..
dw bout me..
i'm not angry bout anything..
i wanna jus tell you that..
i love you..

7:41 AM

Monday, February 22, 2010

todae woke up at 5.30..
meet up with andrea..
he is late again..
go off with gavin..
then go skool SW..
sweat alot.. LOL
then fund raising..
sold popcorn chix, potato samosa..
then briefing..
had shortage again.. this time $4..
then wait for andrea and chincher..
went to andrea mum de salon to have my hair dye black..
i had to dye black cos of u BASTARD!!
trim trim..
went off ard 7+
had dinner..
then went off home..
damn tired..

i realli hope that baby mood swing would be over soon alright?
cos i wan to have that cheerful baby back to me again =)
baby i miss you eh <3
i love you<3

5:56 AM

i been reflecting..
to my self...
how could i be a better person..
wad andrea to to me..
has left me deep in my hearts..
perhaps a change in me?

and to my baby..
no matter wad happens..
i'll be by your side no matter wad..
cos i need you girl in my life...
i cnt afford to lose you in anyways..
i love you alot..
and i promise you..
we will last long <3

5:45 AM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

hmm..
start from this morning..
went to work ard 9.. ended ard 1..
went home n change out n went to meet andrea, zhao hui and de yao..
meet them at church there..
was realli fun..
maybe going church??
then after that head to havelock road there the hotel..
first was speech..
dry bt interesting..
then follow by a pre-dinner reception..
then follow by LO HEI dinner..
was nice.. food was good..
had games interval..
won $10 NTUC voucher..
cab home with andrea..
had a little heart chat with him..
reach home..
hmm.. baby seems to have a little of mood swing..
nvm jus qian qiu ta yi xia <3
baby i miss u uh<3
i love you~<3

7:54 AM

Saturday, February 20, 2010

hmm..
tired out from soccer training this morning..
strain my ankle agn.. tsktsk
after that reach home..
bath n lunch..
was so tired that i fall asleep without knowing it..
then woke up at 5..
prepare n go work..
work till 11..
msg baby while working..
then faster went home to on9 with her..

i dnt noe wad is happening to me..
i just could feel tears running down agn..
i dnt noe how to describe the feelings..
jus wanted to say i'm the willing party..
holding on to the wristband n could only look at it..
as i think of you my girl..
however..
i'm going to preserve those memories of ours..
vividly n beautifully store it in my memories..
never allow it to be stained no matter what..
i jus wanna tell u my girl..
I LOVE YOU<3

9:08 AM

Friday, February 19, 2010

haiz..
todae is realli damn suay day for me in skool..
hmm..
hope that ltr meet up baby all will be fine..
i'm starting to miss baby already!! =(
shall post more when i come back ltr on =)

came back form movie baby~
she is so so sweet <3 catch DA BING XIAO JIANG..
nt bad.. kinda sad at the end when jackie chan die..
baby fall asleep walfway through the movie.. didnt noe she so tired n still make her go out with me >,<
sorry uh baby..
after that went to but wrist band..
she choose purple (miracle) n i choose white (pure)
so we mix to tgt..
gonna kip it with me all along..
after that went aimlessly ard orchard..
then ard 10.30 she gtg.. was abit sad as time fly so fast..
she go home, while i went to have a light supper..
then i reach home..
currently waiting for my baby to reach home and giv me a msg..
baby faster reach home.. I MISS YOU!!
i hope to have this kind of outing with u baby..
u just make my day~
i'll miss you.. bt I LOVE YOU even MORE!!!
hope we cn meet up again soon my baby <33
I LOVE YOU~!!

1:20 AM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

alright..
todae's a tiring dae for me.. X,X
i'm so tired.. OMG!!
went skool for IFB, then watch video..
then sell food, charpad's pie n prata hotdog..
dnt noe wad's the profit..
manage to sell well =)
was glad..
tml outing cancel.. oh well..
gonna go out on movies with my baby..
cnt wait for her tml..
currently is waiting for her to go home n msg,
while i do my wine proj..
i miss you baby..
hurry up n on9 alrights?
cos i'm missing you v much <3

3:10 AM

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

ytd did not sleep well..
cos thinking of baby n bout our relationship..
n of course my old injury hurts as well..
todae did fund raising..
wasnt feeling v well..
having running nose n headache..
went to see doc after skool..
reach home n decided to take a rest..

woke up after nap..
tired still..
had dinner..
then stone at comp whole waiting for baby yo on9..
n yes she finally accept me..
BABY I LOVE YOU<3
i will treasure everything i have with you<3

10:49 PM

tml skool starting..
hope cn release early..
something happen jus now..
and it all lies in me..
i was wondering..
am i being too childish..
i'm trying to change in everyway..
to meet up to ur perfect expectation..
i noe wad i did was very wrong..
i noe that u still hate me..
i would let u hit n scold me..
even if jus a tiny bit or ur anger n hate for me would go away..
i have no regrets in knowing you..
cos its u who change my life..
cos its u that add colours to my life
cos its u that makes me giv up my life for u..
i have never found anybody so wonderful as you..
cos u are special..
special to me only girl..
i love u more than anything else in this world..
i wish that we could be together lyk how we used to be..
i hope that this love of ours will never change..
no matter the obstacle comes right to us
i still love you evon<3
1 and only you <3

7:57 AM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

i wonder wad have i done wrong?
am i being too childish?
i jus noe that i need u more than anything else in my life..
without u i'm nothing..
i jus love you

8:19 AM

Monday, February 8, 2010

hais..
didnt get in for the competition..
sorry to those who have pin hopes on me..
anyway..
currently going through some down turn..
very fuck up with my friends..
1 word.. SUCKS~!!

5:29 AM