Tuesday, January 19, 2010
todae didnt went as smooth at all..
main course did lyk ......
cn be improve.. too plain..
hais..
confidence dropping fast..
shit man!!
i wan my shape back~!!
4:20 AM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
was tired out by the practicing these few days..
fund raising was good..
sales was very good..
the dates for selection are drawing near..
gonna train my speed in terms of dropping..
my standard are not there anymore =(((
tml gonna to 4 appetizer, 2 creame brulee.
hope i can do it within 1-2 hours..
gonna pull up my speed..
tml buying ingredients..
so so broke this week..
all i can do now is just to keep my feelings to myself..
the way i think mayb is different from yours??
so gonna get distracted easily this few days..
all i can do is just to kip hanging on..
1:37 AM
Monday, January 11, 2010
IT SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!!
hate it.. TOTALLY!!
i thinking i'm childish.. nt even mature enough to handle such a small thing..
mayb now's bt realli the rite time to go into a r/s..
friends shall it be..
i'm fine with it.. as long i can be with you..
but then come to think again..
r/s doesnt seem good for me at this point of time..
1:26 AM
Sunday, January 10, 2010
hais.. skool starting in a few hrs time..
yet i'm bright awake..
gonna have tough times this week..
practice n practice for asian n world skills..
need money to buy ingredient..
having mixed feeling at this time..
not sure if wanted to get selected or not..
suckish feeling =(
over the weekends..
there wasnt much msg from u to me..
yes u saw them, yet u did not reply..
was wondering wad were u thinking..
all i can say is..
i miss you very much..
just 1 reply from u n i'll be v happy...
8:14 AM
Friday, January 8, 2010
this pic above is the dishes that is done by me n my teacher on thur.
creame brulee failed.. so no pic =P
8:17 AM
Thursday, January 7, 2010
todae went skool for lessons as normal.
after that jiu prepare my self for doing the appertizer n creame brulee.
creame brulee failed..
seriously need to touch up..
then did the appetizer..
first attempt was a failure..
2nd round, with mdm help..
was facinated by the way she handle the food.
its shows that i have alot to learn.
2nd attempt turn out great..
n yes tml there is no skool..
shall have whole day of thinking up recipes..
tml is the submission date..
rite now.. i'm so hungry as i havent eaten whole day since breakfast.. =x
i have moved on..
bt then u came n tok to me..
n the way u treating me rite now.. i dnt want it to stop.
u tok to me.. makes me shy to even look back..
the feelings was back again..
couldnt stop missing you..
5:56 AM