Tuesday, December 29, 2009
moved on..
past is past..
no use clinging on to it..
move on.. a better tomorrow awaits =)
hahas..
have been working for past few weeks..
wad i work = wad i spent..
LOL..
bt in the end saving for itouch..
iphone or itouch?? cnt decide...
with my mp4 stolen..
no music = no life..
music just rocks up my life..
skool starting soon..
was chosen for Asian / World skill..
super happy when i recieve the msg..
will make full use of the chance..
FHA is coming in April..
mayb colide??
anyway..
skool lesson is getting SO boring as it is theory all along..
gonna b v dry =(
I WAN PRACTICAL~
miss working with my group 2..
funny idea.. new dishes..
but best of all.. TEAMWORK..
hahas..
2009 is gonna past in a few more days time..
this yr i shall say it's a pretty fast??
too busy with skool n work..
didnt have much time for myself..
anyway.. 2010.. i hope it's gonna b better for me..
wanting to change myself to..
a better person than now.. =)
my dreams.. i'm gonna reach for it..
i'm sure someday.. i'll reach it~
10:57 AM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
result was out..
n i gt 3.3 for my GPA this semester..
was nt realli happy bout it.. cos i thought i could at least gt 3.5..
hais.. guess i realli need to put in alot of effort..
could only tired out my self nw..
jus to stop think of you..
wish i could jus slp away~
10:31 PM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
some how..
i feel that there is just no more hope already..
i'm at a loss.. mislead by the reality of it..
your word like fire.. i wish it wasnt true.. but it did..
the sms u sent me.. it couldnt b wrong..
guess that i'll just have to think bout wad i have done..
10:44 PM
another day has passed..
its seems all fruitile..
could you b too busy to reply me?? jus a msg?
having mix feelings..
confusing...
arh...
nevertheless..
i'm been waiting for you..
all i ever wanted was just to love you..
i miss you~
12:34 AM
Monday, December 14, 2009
i finally take out my first step to msg you..
perhaps its my frans?? that encourage me.. (thx alot guys^^)
at first i was lost for words..
but as we msg along.. the feelings jus came back to me..
wad used to be..
i'm so contended that u could still reply my msg..
i was v happy that you have forgiven me..
bt 1 msg that shoot me hard was that..
after the incident.. i have no more feelings for you le..
when i saw this msg.. my heart jus broke into smithereens..
nw putting it back to 1 piece seems to be very impossible..
as you said.. you have lost hope n faith in boys le..
from this i can tell that u were rejected real hard..
i feel sad.. cos i wouldnt wan to see you hurt..
i just wanted to see you smile.. everyday happy..
thats all i can ask for..
but now.. i just have to watch you from a corner..
i'm willing to wait for you..
no matter how long you're going to heal your wounds..
i just wanted to let you noe that...
no matter wad happens.. i still love you..
i miss you deeply..
9:54 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
an incident past my mind ytd..
after recallin wad has happen..
i feel so disappointed in myself..
i couldnt face you..
i tried to smile at you..
bt the moment that you look at me, you just turned away..
i noe the whole started by me...
even though u have forgiven me.. after so long..
i still couldnt face you..
those phone calls.. those msg that we sent to each other..
your smiles.. your laughter..
i still can vividly remember it all in my mind..
your phone no is still inside my phone..
a msg is all i need..
bt then.. some how.. i just cnt find the courage..
as i noe i have let you down.. and jus couldnt face you..
the moment i tried to msg you.. my hands jus stop moving..
bt now.. you couldnt have seen this post..
jus wanted to let you know that i miss you v much..
and i wanted to tell you that i still love you..
9:12 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
mon n tues were final exams.. mangae to pull it off..
tues straight after exam go andrea his mum there to reborn n dye hair..
was disturbing each other to eat away the time..
super happy with my hair^^
fri went to class bbq..
prepared fried rice n bee hoon with jeff, yi ren, jocelyn..
cook till 4+ n wee ping came..
then cab down to east coast the pit..
start to play n then i was 'thrown' into the sea..
came up after that..
body start to itch.. omg!!
then faster cab home to take a shower then wait for my grandma..
cab down to east coast agn as she was going to wedding at clarke quay..
so shun bian dropped off..
then start to bbq n drink..
play the stupid game..
punishment is to sabotage each other..
made stupid drink lyk..
satay sauce + chili sauce + coke + 7 UP..
LOL!!
suay suay loser drink xDD
then bbq n eat till 11+
start to drink liao..
drink n eat n was getting a little tipsy..
drink till 1.30 then cab home..
almost puke in the taxi..
gt home n bath n puke all out..
went to slp with a giddy head.. LOL
morning went to soccer training..
nth much..
having headache during the training..
lol..
went home after that jiu slp le..
so tired..
woke up n went for work..
nth much actually..
10:42 AM
