Tuesday, November 10, 2009
hmm.. its been so long since i last touch this..
dnt noe y my firefox is starting to lag agn.. =.=
ytd has been a tiring day for me..
it's all down to personal feelings..
mayb it's all down to me..
my arrogant.. my selfishness..
mayb thats y u all dnt respect me..
i noe..
bt then y bring personal feeling into the kitchen??
i mean.. its lyk fuck la..
no body listening to me..
hais..
i couldnt do anything bout it..
i was trying to make the ship sail only..
without u guys the ship would definitely sink..
yes.. i noe i'm nt firm..
letting u step over my head..
doesnt matter if u do that..
i jus wanna see u all excel..
even there's anything wrong..
u guys wont get it..
its all down to me.. breaking my neck..
so pekcek the feeling..
couldnt even speak that infront of u guys..
so helpless..
bt over all..
i was glad that u all think bout it..
i need u guys tgt so that we can sail the ship tgt..
nt as an individual..
todae i was happy..
atleast u all started to listen to me..
this is wad i wan to see..
although i'm trying to keep it lyk that.. i need u guys..
if nt the ship would once sink agn..
did reflect alot after wad has been said..
ya.. i have a long way to go..
if i ever wanted to go further.. i need to change my attidute..
its kinda hard to let go of someone that u realli lyk.. or even love..
u might afraid to even end up losing up the person..
but.. its nt up to u to decide..
its fate that shall decide it..
mayb sometime is taking a step back is the key??
or even u have to back out in it..
its so hard.. so unfair..
bt i jus wanna see that u are happy..
happy with wad u are doing.. happy with who u are with..
its so hard to let go..
6:08 AM
